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Name: Jansen Ericson
Gender: Male
Interests: teaching, living, dancing, singing, loving, walking, creating, learning from myself and especially others, trying to save the world(one child at a time) and all things i find interesting
Expertise: i add and take away from this list frequently...
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/6/2003
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| I'm exhausted and the checklist which canvas each calendar day in my planner look like dictionaries of repetitive words and definitions, though the simplicity of my planner in no way encapsulates whats happening in my life, in my mind, in my tomorrows, beyond.
everyone has their specific. their planners, jobs, pre-made schedules that could also be called destiny from 9-5 continuously until the economy crashes or you decide to say goodbye to that orchestrated fate and say hello to "what's gonna happen next?" fuck yeah.
I'm a dreamer- who writes his dreams in a book. they were ideas, philosophies, and thoughts as the pages moved forward, my words found lines and paragraphs; doodles evolved to pictures and logos. and then came a passion and calling- a want a desire an opportunity to have the world. and find myself when i reach the end of the tunnel- stopping. I've always been one to reach the end, stop and stare; not to say i never want to finish what I started, but that this end is nothing compared to the beginnings, durings, in-the-middles, that times. that end wont be the end, "nothing ever ends without something else beginning"- Grant Morrison. i want to create an explosion in the hearts of people, so impactful and daunting that you can't deny that its always been there- the need to make a better -blank- i will build something that will start something new- until it ends, and something ever greater takes its place. and ill say it later.
we have the gift of setting the standard on heart evolution. to see where we have succeeded and go beyond it, paving an opportunity for the the next generation to go beyond it. the next generation must always succeed the previous one. set a standard beyond those of today- breaking all reason and logic. everyone will say "I can save the world." if that is unreasonable, then being unreasonable is the only right thing to do.
my paragraphs are mixed, and the spaces in between lay as my subconscious tangents. if you want something concrete, lay on the ground with me. we'll stare at the sky together and understand the broad then, we can sit up to watch the people and realize the narrow. that our hands can fit there- and do something, something beautiful. we just have to know we can. simply.
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| isn't it a beautiful feeling? I spoke with a beautiful friend and we spoke in such a tone that we had seen one another days previous, but really had been months since our last exchanges in sounds and hearings. I will treat this blog the same, as everyone speaks of never writing in it for what seems like decades.
I have so many thoughts, updates that I can't seem to discriminate which are in favor to be inscribed onto this little white square. So i'll say, there's alot; and let the white square contemplate and stroke on my rambling generalizations.
I have become a friend to a globe of personalities and back grounds that not a single group can ever represent who I am anymore. being next to you o anyone with the chance to exchange words is significant to you being a part of me. whether its an idea, smile, memory, or gesture. and I am full-filled with gratitude from those encounters.
I have to remember that.
And also what I have done. My accomplishments have been many, with failures to match every single on equally. I have become a designer of homes, a savior for ill and hungry, a teacher for children without fathers. in my failures I have repeated mistakes, lost several loves, and stalled motivations. but I'm here. Armageddon has not rained through the clouds of my dreams and I still breathe. thank Full. bless those who do not and battle just to do so. But I'll keep going. I'll keep changing, remembering who I am, so that I stay the same, somewhat; and become something else- something, that God, a father, and one's own pride can be proud of.
My finger tips are at the grasp of a new Restaurant. Numbers that I will increase in my investments as a newly born investing animal of capitalism, and a degree that is just barely in my reach. All so that I will become an Ambassador for food and people that are dying of hunger, which food is the only cure, and yet is wasted in this nation, and that is the Armaggedon. I'm just going to try, try and stop it.
note to myself:
Me, dont stop you. me the only one who can.
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| i dont know who you are or what you want but im pretty easy to get to know... ive been looking at my footprints lately(a new feature on xanga that tracks who has visited your site) its obvioud that someone or some people have been searching me on google on a weekly basis... so all im trying to say is... dont be afraid to say HI!
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| mmmmmmm Naruto Filler episodes expected to end in February. Exact date
is unknown but this is looking like the real deal, and not just a
rumor!!! ohhh yah! 12-15 episodes of fillers left!!! time to start the
count down!!!!!!!!
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| so i was looking at a bunch of randon xangas/myspaces today... theres
alot of really talented people. i might want to learn a bit of web
design
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